we heard from jerry sandusky. when he stood up, he was still wearing, of course, his red uniform from the correctional facility. he said, others can make me out to be a monster, but you can't take away my heart. i did not do these disgusting things. he went on to say i feel the need to talk not for fear or for arrogance, but from my heart. i'm filled with emotion and determination, i did not do these disgusting things. and then he referred to a football reference and talked about his wife, dottie. dottie was seated to his right in the courtroom, and in fact, when he walked into the courtroom, the first thing he did was looked over, he waved at her, smiled at her. the family smiled back at him, his children. he said i told dottie, he was he was reading his statement, he spoke for about 13 minutes, we are in the fourth quarter. you definitely find out who your friends are, who will stand by you. i like to believe they know me the most. they are standing by me. and then ashleigh, for the first time he became emotiona